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So I was talked to today...
I was given a 30 day notice by my mom.
Texas is like the 2nd most populated State in the country and she is expecting me to find a job in 30 days at one of the fast food places around here. There isnt 100 other teens trying to find that same job?

I go through the drive thru and see the person working there... and think "Why was I not hired?" 
I am smart, work hard, and have a perfect attendance for everything.
I see the biggest Druggy highschool had to offer now works at Taco Bell. The only thing I can think of and I don't want to sound conceited or something but... Am I over qualified? I don't WANT TO be over qualified. I just want a small job to have while I goto school. 

When 100 kids are going for the 1 opening at the local fast food joint it makes finding a job hard. Well my mom has worked up a legal eviction notice and I have 30 days. I just want to take my tax return and just buy a bus ticket to somewhere, anywhere out there. I hate my life here.

My mom compares me to my sister ALL the time. My sister hates that my mom does that but my mom does. I was told today "You are nothing but an embarrassment to me" ... really encouraging Mom.
I told my sister today that she should be a little less perfect... she said she wasnt perfect and I know that. My mom always says:
 "Why can't you get a job like your sister did?"
"She bought her own food, she paid for everything herself and you are just a lazy bum and I don't want a bum in my house!"
"She paid for her own insurance!"
"She had two jobs when she was your age!"
"Why can't you go live with your dad? He needs to do something in your life!"
"Why do I get stuck taking care of the kids and your dad takes the easy way out!"

Yeah... It is quite depressing in this house.
She thinks she is perfect but I know damn well she isnt... 
Some can say she is doing it for the best out of me? But I am nothing but a "hot mess" ...

Well I am going to apply for the 4th time at the fast food places around me. 


Thanks for reading guys... if you are... haha :)

-AnonymousCitizen